The Deeper I Look

The closer I get to enlightenment the more it frightens me. The deeper I look, the bigger it gets.

To transcend the mind is to abandon everything you “know” about yourself. Your likes and dislikes. Your fears and desires. Your definitions of love and hate, good and evil. It is the absence of who in the question ‘Who am I?’. It is to admit not only is there a God in you, but that you ARE God. That hidden within you is the purpose of all life. That you are an expression of life and while the form of that expression may pass, that essence of life, that Godliness within you, goes on.

To truly dabble in this world is overwhelming. When you do you start to separate from your attachments. In doing so you realize the sheer quantity of them. Your job, your house, your family, your personality, your hobbies, your wit, your look, your skills, your religion, your health, your thoughts… All unsteady as they prop up your identity. And every one must go. Not very easily done, even when your hand is forced.

It is a door that I’ve started to open and it won’t shut even if I wanted it to.

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5 thoughts on “The Deeper I Look”

  1. Dear friend, Thank you very much, I was really happy to have been following your blog. I’m still a lot to figure out, and here I can only say that you are an awesome blogger, full Inspiring and hope you can inspire more readers. Thanks and greetings compassion from Gede Prama 🙂

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  2. I resonated deeply with your words. Letting go, letting go, a daily practise as I face life’s glorious painful challenges. Thanks for being in it with me! Many blessings.

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    1. I am very pleased to hear that you resonated with this post. Probably the most rewarding part of this blog is connecting with people who are going through the same experiences. Good luck in your journey!

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